I know I shouldn't want it
I try to let it go
I say that I don't need it
But inside I really know
This is why I'm living
This is what makes it all okay
I can't get rid of this pain I've got
Not forever, but maybe a day
I can make just one cut
And I'll be on a cloud
I'll be a real person
Not a face in the crowd
I don't want you to see me
I'm hiding, it's true
Not from myself
But from each one of you
I'm afraid that you'll judge me
That you'll tear me apart
I can't let you do that
To my cracked and chipped heart
You'll break me to pieces
And rip out my soul
No worries about my parts
I was never really whole
I can't tell the truth
All I can do is lie
Cuz this is all that counts
When you're broken inside
