I Wish I Knew

If only I could of said goodbye

I tried and tried to make you realize

I just wanted to know you cared

I couldn't tell you what I was feeling

I know now it's to late to tell you

What we had is a memory that will forever be in my heart

You always said I'll always be here for you

You kept saying I will never leave you

That night is still the worst night of my life

I've tried to move on with my life but I can't

I stand by you stone and cry

I know that nothing could of stopped you

I wish I knew what you were feeling

I just didn't know what to do about it

You always told me your fine

When ever we talked on the phone you would start to cry

I'd ask and you would just say its nothing

I remember exactly how I found you

I saw the slits on your wrists and then on your throat

I fell to the floor and sat next to you crying

I just wish I knew what made you do that

I only wish I could of helped you

I know I'll never get that chance