My Secret...

You do not know what you do to me,
Or how I feel when you are around.
I do not know how much longer I can keep it in,
I am so sick of feeling sad and down.

Every time I close my eyes,
All I see is your adorable face.
I cannot help but think about you,
And how I want to be held in your sweet embrace.

My knees get really weak,
When I feel your touch.
I get so nervous,
I want to be with you so much.

But my feelings I hide,
I am afraid to tell the truth.
I am afraid of what I'll hear,
I do not know if I'll make it through.

I smile on the outside,
I tell you I'm fine,
But you don't know how it feels,
To be crying inside.

I have never felt so strong,
For anyone during my days.
I guess your just so different,
But I like you for being that way.

My tummy fills with butterflies,
Every time I repeat your name.
Boy, you're just so perfect.
No one can make me feel the same.

Over the years I've tried so hard,
To move on to someone new.
But I've found no one will ever compare.
I love you, and only you.

I promise myself,
One day you'll hear the truth.
But for now I'm ok with,
Just secretly loving you....