Is This What I'm Worth?

I'm scared and I don't know why?
Today I feel different and just want to cry.
You and life has been passing me by.
Sometimes the pain is too much that I wish I'd die.

Is tomorrow gonna be the same way?
Or will my life somehow change and be a brighter day?
Will I put love aside and just push my fear away.
Can I finally face reality and say its okay?

People tell me I'm crazy, and sometimes I know I am.
But they can't blame me for feeling so sad.
Sometimes I think why are people so bad.
When they say somethin about you they expect you to be glad.

I just wanna give up and state that this is the end.
Because no one really cares about me, no one is my friend.

Friendship isn't just making jokes and hanging out.
Friendship is bleeding with you and helping you find a better rout.

Why did God have to put me on this earth?
I don't want to endure this, is this all I'm worth?