TO THE GRAVE

From which part was I going to start?!!
Seemed to be corals over there!!
Were we asking if that was the EYE OF HEAVEN!!
Or it was just the DREAD!!
Should we have been dying on the ground!!
Remembering the sin among the DUST!!
And would IMMORTALITY be something meant!!
Was it my lust to turn back one moment in the past!!?
There were worms everywhere;on my chest,
On my lips,in my pore,the interiors were attacked from the core.
I just had nothing to call mercy.
Devils were laughing at me as if they were watching a funny joust.
Yet I was there alone,no sound except hell.
Something like the scream of regret.
I didn't know that everything would go quickly like a bubble burst.
Fire was bleeding,I was vain a lot.
I didn't imagine that I would weep from the heat,
And it seemed so so hot.
It was the complete darkness,
seemed to have ROAR for it.
The hedges were ruddy,almost RED.
It was the End of the stirring of my trivial desire.
Something else grabbing the bones from the bottom,
Like the blood of the DAMN TREE.
Something that I had never seen.
I couldn't be even contumacious.
The shadow was so scary,
So terrifying,too hard to see from the SUET.
It's the penalty for what I did.
I just supplicated and forgot the wealth which I had got.
I had found sands in my hands,
Would DESPAIR let me go someday to my lands?!!