I'm sitting here on my bed...
Just thinking about you and me
You answered your phone
But you seemed kind of busy
I just wanted to write down
How I really feel about you
It's something I've never really done
And I feel like it's something I need to do
~A tear rolls down my cheek~
because what your about to read is coming straight from my heart.....
When and how do I know when what I'm feeling is real? And how do I know what love really is...?
Is it when you feel something different when you hear his voice like your the queen of the world?
Is it when all you need is him because he knows all the right things to say?
Is it when you get jelous when he's with another girl because you wish you were her?
Is it when you feel combftorable with him because he won't judge you but respect you?
Is it when he is in every thought you have, it seems like everything reminds you of him?
Is it when all you want to do is be with him because that's what makes you happiest?
Is it when you call him all the time just to make sure he's doing alright?
Is it when nothing else matters to you whenever your talking to him?
Is it when you know for sure that you want to spend the rest of your life with him?
Is it when you can't even begin to imagine what your life would be like without him?
Is it when something went wrong but your still running back to him?
Is it when you know he's out all night and you stay up wondering what he's doing?
Is it when you look at the empty space in your bed and wish he could be there?
Is it when he has already earned a special place in your heart that can't be taken by anyone else?
Is it when you know that no one is perfect but to you it seems like he is?
Is it when you get the worst feeling in your heart because he did something wrong?
Is it when you don't care how bad he did because you need him with you?
Is this really love?
Because this is what I'm feeling.
I don't care what you do because when I'm with you I feel like your one and only
I feel like I could just be myself and you wouldn't even care.
I'm too scared to find out in the end that this isn't real
Because I feel this deep in my heart, it's right there... a strong feeling I have
That hurts me when something goes wrong, but beats faster when everything is perfect.
But I know if someone loves you that dosen't mean that they won't hurt you...
I know love takes two people, or it isn't real love
And I also know that there will be pain but when it's all over I still love you
I just don't really know you right now
I love you, and you changes me
You loves me, and I change you
Therefore how will we ever know each other because we are always changing one another?
Right now I feel so alive, like I could jump out of an airplane and survive...
Because I found someone like you... and I know that with or without you nothing will never be the same...
And I think after all of this I could still say I LOVE YOU and mean it with all my heart