Your my dad...

You put on an act
whenever things go wrong
you lie to your wife and pretend your so strong
When really your weak and you feel like you don't belong
You take it out on me... with all the mental abuse
but daddy cant you see what you've put me through..
i used to look up to you
but now I know I cant
Of all the things you've put me through
this one I cant forget
You tell me you love me
but I'm the only one who knows
what you really mean and the feelings you don't show
You yell at me when I call you daddy
You wont just let me be
I am sick of being controlled by you
and you ruining our family
Yeah thats right OUR family
meaning all of us but you
you don't even understand what you've put me through
I am sick of the abuse
Sick of even trying
Sick of going to bed at night
and always crying
I'm sick of the anxiety I get when your around
i am sick of listening to your voice pretending to be proud
No one up here believes your act
No one can understand
why I don't do anything
but I cant cause your my dad....