Thinking back on the pains and miseries of my childhood
I see me crying
Scarring sure to come
Thinking my mom had unfailing love for me
At least I have a best friend I think
Until they disappear
Every freaking year!
I'm here
Yet nowhere in particular
When I fear the end is near
With all these insecurities
All the secret pains and fears
Threatening me
I just cry and try to fall asleep
I think of all the years
No one was true
It's like no one loved me
No one bothered to tell me the truth
They all decided to keep me out of the loop
I had no clue
I just cry these tears on my pillow
To end all these years of suffering would be giving up
So I'll just cry and try to fall asleep
Let the tears fall
Let those losers win
To tell the truth I'm getting sick of it
