Never good enough...

I'll never be good enough
For you to leave her for me
All this pain I'm going through
Aimlessly wanting to be free

It hurts so much, i hate myself
I hate my looks, i hate my feelings
I hate being here, I'll never be good enough
To put it bluntly, no one gives a f u c k

I feel so broken and empty
I don't know what to do
I'm fighting for a lost cause
That lost cause is you

And i seem to thing one day, one day you'll come back
I make up hope cause i cant face the fact
Fact, you're still with her and you're in love
Fact I'm still crying over you after two months
Fact I'm still alone, you're not by my side
Fact i have to face that you'll never be mine...