Was it ever for real?

Trying to wish you away
Hoping I'd never met you
Thinking this isn't right
Feeling so unreal

I'm caught in time,
In a moment I cannot forget,
I can't deny the fact,
I really thought that you\'d care

Why am I the one that you
Have to hurt so much
You took everything away
When I'd given you my heart
and soul

How can you smile as if nothing is wrong
When I'm lying here, so broken up inside
How can you not care when I never made you cry

Just tell me if you ever really cared
Was my reality just one of your pretend games...
Was it all a dream,
Was it ever for real?