Never Goes Away

I'm sorry I went this far
I'm sorry of my presence here
But this pain is far too real
You were never the target
And all I want now is to go back
Of you to lack
To forget these faces,
To put behind me the memories
I made in those places
To take everything out
To put an end to this self-inflicted deceit
And to finally be able to get back on my feet
So go, leave me alone
Even if to stay with you I swore
I can't protect you
If you're the one who's killing me
This tension building steadily
I can't stop. Go, leave!
Before I spill another drop
I don't want for you to grieve
So why are you?
So distant for all this time
So persistent in causing me pain
So happy to see my image filled with shame
So just let me go!
Give me back my freedom
All I want you to know
Is that which I'll never show.