My thoughts

I did not know where to put this any suggestions would be appreciated

The darker side coming near I see the jaws of death face to face as the reaper extends his helping arm to lead from this life
I look with my black eyes and pale face at the skinny pale white skeleton of death and guidance and take his hand
And watch my body as it crumbles into dust
and drifting off with my reaper I start to ask questions
But the reaper does not answer
He points his finger into darkness
And I say I what are you showing me

And out of no where my angel of death does speak
And says to me I am taking you down the path your life has followed
The path that you have paved
Holds such darkness and despair
and now you shall see it from another point of view.
He points his finger again and shows me when I was happy.

I start to laugh this is not real I was never like that angel
I was never happy you brought me to the wrong place there nothing here
The person you show is dead
And I am the cold vassal of lifelessness that remains

Now if you please leave me be in this spiraling darkness
I think I can figure my own way out
He does not leave but stays silent as we drift farther
He points his finger again
Now says to me walk the path you chose
I see the fiery gate of hell say this is not right my angel
Purgatory awaits me before placement in hell or heaven
I call my your bluff my angel
In my ear the reaper whispers why will you not change
Even when faced with the gates of hell you will not smile.

I reply my heart is like a stone with edges
Cast into a river waiting for the edges to fall off
Drifting in a cold dark abyss waiting for some person to pull it out
An put the pieces back together

My heart is an ice box reaper
so I live my life alone with no other
I hope you understand my motives are flawed and the tears I cry pointless
But its reason enough to live life the way I do
So please do good reaper
Say good bye
And I shall remember you for what you did
You are the only person in my life
Who has tried to save me