Forgetting you and the pain!!

Its over between you and me.
And I know then it will never be
Again us two holding hands or talking
Nor screaming or listening
Why does it have to felt like this
When can I forget and let it go
Even though I pretended like I dont care
But you know the feeling is always there
Once a week I have a dream about you
Because the memories are haunting me
And I really, really do miss you
But to remember all the misery you put me through
Only make sense to me why I Ieft you
So here we are chatting on yahoo
Avoiding the topic that I already knew
Already knew what you wanted to say
Already knew that you going to pay
But my choice was already made
Not to let you in my life again
Because everything will jst end down the drain
So I pray to the lord to give me peace
And let this entire misery end at eased.