I want to disappear.
I cannot control one fear.
I want to go away.
I would watch tings like water at a bay.
Or climb a mountain and watch everything below.
I can't even rest on the fluffiest pillow.
I wish I had wings to fly.
This is not a desperate cry.
It's OK if I don't have anyone by my side.
When I am alone I can think wide.
I never want to think narrow.
In my world I don't have to be the pharaoh.
When no one knows where I am it is not a loss.
I am of no cost.
I want to runaway.
People keep changing me like I'm clay.
Why can't everything just sway?
I look around and no one is here.
But that doesn't mean I should shed a tear.
Sometimes I feel better alone.
I don't care if the loneliness has shone.
I fell like going up in the stars.
I want to forget about all my scars.
Being alone is just being me.
I cannot say that I am free.
Whatever is around me I want to ignore.
I don't know what's worth living for.
I wonder if there is a way to escape.
I don't know what is my heart shape.
Sometimes I want to explode.
Life is hard, I don't know how many bad days I've rode.
For me life is a roller coaster going straight down.
On my face I have a frown.
Is there really a way to be a ghost?
In my body I should be the host.
I feel like I just walk through things.
Does it matter if I get horns or wings?
I wish I was the king of the castle.
All I am is just a hassle.
I wonder what people thin when they look in my eyes.
Who cares if I end up 6 below or in the skies.
These words might be my last.
Soon I will be shadow in the past.
