For the first time in my life
i know i actually care
i realize id fall apart
if you were no longer there
so know what i truly want
and i know it can never be
i think you do care
but not enough i see
so yeah of course it hurts
trying to ignore this pain
i can only promise myself
i wont make the same mistakes again
despites whats been said and done
i know if i had my own way
you would leave her right now
and say you love me today
