Why

You wonder why i am the way i am,
Why i do the things i do...
You wonder continuously until it eats at your very soul
Even though the answer is inside of you
It's hard to understand...
But the reason why i do everything is you
Sometimes you wonder still
I put the answer right in front of you but you still don't see.
Yet again i find myself in my room
My room of unscreamed screams and unshed tears
Why must i be like this? I'm suppose to be a kid!
I'm not suppose to know the things i do!
Screaming i await the person who will help me...
I hope they come soon for i don't know how much longer i can hold on...
To hold onto this thing called life is a challenge
To let go would be so easy
Still nobody comes...
It's amazing how you don't see,
See whats going on inside of me...
I don't know why because it's right in front of you...
And yet you still don't see
I will always, forever be waiting,
For somebody to come and free me
Free me and my broken heart...