Once here, I cried my river of tears, filled with sadness,
I felt my threads of pain and longing, filled with hurt,
I lashed out with fistfuls of anger and jealousy, filled with hate.
Once here, I slit streams of blood, filled with nothingness,
I lay here with nothing, filled with everything yet nothing,
I die here with no thought at all, filled with happiness.
Once here, I cry, I hurt, I hate.
Once here I bleed, I am, I die.
Once here.
Forever gone, I shine with happiness, no longer a burden,
I glow with gratitude at myself, for I have released everyine of me,
I yell with joy for everything, for I can just be.
Forever gone, I look upon the world with hate, for I was nothing,
I thank myself, for I did myself some good, and lessened the burden for others,
I hurt, for I wish I had been something.
Forever gone, I shine, I glow, I yell.
Forever gone, I look, I thank, I hurt.
Forever gone.
