Emotions are building up
inside a world of black.
Emotions are deep inside me
that I never thought I could have.
Years worth of running
from who I wanted to be.
To scared to show my face in the mirror
to see what I would see.
Scared of even myself
because it's already done.
Everything they did to me
has shaped who I've become.
And I only blame myself
because I'm the 1 who let it.
All those things within my past...
I choose not to forget it.
I took it out the best I could
but it went from bad to worse.
I'm burdened with a heavy load
feeling heartbreak's curse.
Torn between 2 feuding families
that I don't even know.
After so many years spent together
this is all I have to show
and all I have to show
is the reason for so much blame.
Everything I thought would help
backfired only upon me.
