Afraid to fall in love again

They say love is a great feeling.
It really is,
Unless you have been heartbroken because of it.
I used to be in love.
I used to float up high in the clouds,
Thinking of him.
I used to think we were meant for each other.
I used to think he loved me.
I used to always have a smile on my face,
Until my heart was broken.
I had to hear the truth,
And I eventually did,
But by the time I found out, it was too late.
I already thought something would actually happen.
My mind was already set for the goal.
Then, the goal crumbled.
I was left in my tracks, confused.
I could never completely get over him.
My heart closed when I was around other guys.
I was afraid to show myself,
Because I was in fear of another heartbreak.
I'm always shy and quiet now,
Because I'm afraid of the future.
I'm afraid that my emotions will get the best of me again,
And I will go through the same sappy, pitiful love story.
In the end, I will just get my heart broken again,
And that's what I'm most afraid of.
I'm afraid of falling in love again.