I never want the feeling, the pain to fade.
All the blood lost, used from the blade.
I want all those horrible memories to stay.
I never want that feeling to go away.
I never want to leave those moments behind.
I want all those cuts, to stay for all time.
The only time I feel loved in my life.
Brought by a knife.
I want all those scares to stay on my arm.
There is no decision, only self harm.
Because of the pain, I feel no more fear.
I never what that feeling to disappear. -
