To Brian

The need to be with you is so strong, it is tearing my heart apart, i see you walking on the street with other gurls, and i wonder if you are with them, i wish that everything was the same between you and i, but i know that can never be, who knew that sex would cause so much pain, suffering, despare, i wish we could be together, we talk online, but nothing more, you say you are so close to being in love with me, should i believe you, or should i move on, you found out how i truely feel about you, and i wonder if you feel the same, or even half of what i feel. i miss you baby, i miss the feeling i have when i am around you, i miss the way you would hold me in your arms and tell me everything is going to be okay, i miss how i felt when our bodies were pressed together when we made love, i miss you.. and i dont know what to do..