Irony

I say I don't love u
Swear that I don't need you
But isn't it ironic
That I say that to so few?

I tell you you mean nothing
but you know that it's a hoax
because isn't it ironic
that I call on you the most?

I chat to you when in public
speak in whispers when in private
but isn't it ironic
that I always try to hide it?

I tell you that I'm satisfied
yet I tend to beg for more
so isn't it ironic
That you're all I'm looking for?

I say I never think of you
But when it's near that time
Isn't it ironic
That you're always on my mind?

I said unrealistic things
So when you found out I lied
Was it really so ironic
For me to actually cry?

But if I've been lying all this time
And I said I didn't want you
It wouldn't be so ironic
If it actually meant I do?