That One Single Tear

The only thing these days,
That makes me sad
Is thinking of the day
That you walked away.

If only that one day
Could be erased from my memory.
But I'd keep the other days
That you and I were "we".

I wish I could go back,
So I could undo what went wrong.
If only it were that easy,
But I don't even know how to fix things.

I miss you
With all that I am.
And every time I think of our past,
That one single tear starts coming fast.

The only thing I fear
That that one single tear
Will fall without care
And leave me feeling bare.

I can't let people see
Anything but dry eyes.
But it's hard to keep tears in
When thinking of all your lies.

I want that one single tear to fall,
And yet, I don't want to set it free.
Why can't all these feelings
Just let me be?

I wish it were only that simple
To forget and move on.
But, for me, there is no such thing,
And I just have to deal with you being gone.