Living in my fears

Do you feel good
Knowing you were right
Knowing I gave in
And that I cry when im out of sight
Do you like hurting me
Making me believe all your lies
I should have known you werenâ??t telling the truth
When you could not look me in my eyes
When you could not shove the blade any deeper
You made a plan
You twisted it so it would hurt even more
With your tormenting hands
You did not just hurt me
You shattered my souls core
Why do you do that every time
Why do you play me like that
And then turn away if I cry
Cause you know you caused my sorrow
Youâ??re the reason for ever tear
I am now hollow
Im living alone in all my fears
*Graham*