The optimistic realism
Has got me in a mood
To lash out and choke on screams
While my heart redeems and recovers
What it once held
I\'ve come to realize now
My darkness has grew
And I acknowledge it and so should you
To many times,have I failed to realize
I am the thing I most despise
My heart is damned
And I\'m the one who\'ll provoke and choke on light
I open my eyes,I try to see this world
But lights,they blind
A demon such as I
Leaving me powerless and to die
And I acknowledge what I\'ve become
This optimistic realism
For I am one
The thing I most despise,the devil in my eyes was true all along
So I sing this song,for this will be my last
Today I give in and my golden heart is dead
Forever locked up and demented
Today I realize who the f-ck I am.
The day turns into tonight
For I am alone with silence and I see no light for I am dead
No God,no Lucifer but I
Nothing but an eternity of silence and darkness that I only acknowledge.
