I want to scream out these feelings
And just let them go
But no one will know
For i locked up these feelings
Instead of letting them go
These memories still fresh in my mind
And some aren't too kind
I pick up my feet
And walk through the house
Fast forwarding my life
Until it was a blurr
I see my self rocking
Rocking to and fro
And suddenly as still as a stair with my knife in hand
Tears roll down my cheeks
And never seem to stop
Even if someone can see them
Even if some can not
Fast forwarding life
Seems too hectic
Then i see the knife again
O how i hate it
But i let myself cut
And i hear the moans of pain
I just sit here grimacing on
Nothing i shall gain
Then i see the blood falling down
Noticing that i am falling down to the ground
I run out of the room
And scream till i can't breath
But nobody hears me
For i cannot be heard
I sit there on the bed
Watching myself slowly die
