Can she save me

You say you know me,
you say you care
you say you love me
but i know the truth
i know you hate me everyone does
i can see the truth in you're eyes
it burns it hurts
this blood on my hands
is my own
created by the pain i cause
I'm drowning now i cant get out
she makes it leave
she drains it away
now I'm alone naked in the dark
cold and lonely the soft voice calling me to cut
no one can help me
no one can save me
no one even Care's
she comes from the dark
who is she, she is beautiful
the sweetest smile
the most beautiful innocent look in her eyes
a scent that makes me feel calm and rested
she pulls a blanket from the dark and rests it on me
and she whispers I'm here to help just ask
is she real does she care
we have talked for hours now
i love her i need her
i cannot tell her
I'm afraid she doesn't
I'm afraid if she doesn't ill go deeper in the darkness
does she care can she save me from the shadow
i have to know the only way is to ask
"will you help me i need someone to talk to"
I'm always here for you she Say's softly in a whisper
"i love you"