Don't You

Don't you ever miss those nights
Barbecuing and playing ball
Don't you ever miss those stupid fights
That had no purpose at all
Don't you ever remember the good times
When our relationship had no flaws
For all I know you don't remember
Or even seem to care
about all those fun times
We had when you lived here

Don't you remember that one night
When Mom got mad and you caused a fight
I was so hurt to find you gone
Everything was going wrong
I was so young
Only 4 or 5
When you took everything I knew
And seemed to ruin my life

Everything was okay for a while
You bought us toys and played for hours
You always tried to make us happy
But I didn't realize it was all a game
A fake love in attempt to keep you sane

Now I'm older
And i know all your tricks
Sometimes I feel so much colder
Because your words stun me like hits
Some nights I go to bed crying
Because of the things you say
I'm always moaning or sighing
Cause things always go your way

So Don't you even try to help
Cause you'll only make it worse
Don't you try to pull me up
Let me try to get out first
Because my love for you
Is only as strong as yours for me
Which Dad, It isn't that strong
That Much everyone can see

So now you know how I feel
Not like you'll ever care
But hey, at least I tried
But I can't make love appear