by stephenie Feb 18, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
You were here now you're gone. I know it's not fair but what can i do? I guess God has plans for you that I can't understand but it's just not fair. I want you down here with me. I know he has plans and it might be beautiful up there, but it's just not fair. You only began to live, you were only 18. You didn't deserve to die. Why did it happen?He's taken you to soon you didn't even graduate yet. He should go back in time and bring you back. I don't know how much longer I can live without you standing beside me. It's just unbearable, you were the highlight of my day. If I was having a bad day and you came over just to say hi, you stayed and talked for hours and I felt everything would be alright. Everyone loved you, because you brightened everyone's day. I know that everyone tries to put on a brave face but deep down they are crying and hurting like me. Come back to all of us. You didn't even get to say good bye and you all of us. I said it once and I'll say it again, come back to all of us even just to say good bye. I know me writing this won't bring you back but not seeing you smile everyday and hearing you laugh is hard to take. I close my eyes to try and see your familiar face, but it seems like it is fading away. I know you are in a better place and not feeling any pain. Now it's my turn to try and let you go but it is so hard. I know one day we will be reunited in heaven. One day very soon. |