Pushing life to the edge

Make it end
just end it all
end my life
im taking this fall

cut in deep
deeper then deep
push down hard
now watch the blood seep

dripping to the floor
now covered in crimson red
never ending pain
leaving all the tears i have shed

my heart began to slow
as my mind bagan to race
i dropped to the floor
but looked up to see a face.

waking to voices
worries and cries
hearing the doctor say
"she could have died"

i tried to move my wrist
thinking it was all a bad dream
but soon the pain had came
(the thoughts) i let out a horrible scream

the doctor rushed in
gave a little smile
handed me a pain killer
and the said "it will subside in a little while"

he told me what happened
and said how deep the blade was in
told me mental help would be expected
and left with a grin

i thought bout what i had did
and how now the true pain of life had only begin
i had pushed life to the edge
only to be pulled back in