I Can't

I need some time
To think things through.
My life's f**ked up.
I really need you.

With you not being there,
I feel so alone.
You actually get me,
No one knows.

I'm scared for tomorrow,
I want to talk today.
You didn't do anything wrong,
But I have to pay.

You've got the hook ups.
Good and bad.
The guys are Hot,
So I'm sad.

I can't be around you,
But somehow I will.
You're my best friend
Through will.

I'm not allowed to be your friend,
Even though you are the greatest.
I'll love you forever,
And I'll be there for you.