I wasnt a good girlfriend and wasn't able to last
Now you're part of the better memories of my past.
I didn't know what was right from wrong.
I was self-centered and treated you wrong.
I know I just sat there and treated you like shit.
But the words you said to me, I really deserved it.
Like you said I lacked a conscience and couldn't think.
Then I ruined your life, in just one blink.
I want to stand up as a woman and say sorry from my mistakes
But it doesn't make up for the decision I chose to make.
It is in the darkest skies that the stars are best seen.
But I was one of those dark ones that couldn't be seen.
Don't let anyone tell you your life was over.
You see back then, my life was already over.
I finally realized it, when I mentally broke down.
While I was alone, with no one around.
Just know somewhere in my heart I have love for you.
That deep down inside, its where its true.
