My Place

My place was beside you
it was with you
I was the one who was supposed to catch your tears

but now it's not
now I'm over here and you're over there
to think just a year ago
we were as close as this

I still love you,
even though you hate me
I still need you even though you despise me
I still want here besides me
even though you don't

my place was besides you
but now i am replaced,
so in a formal way
I'm saying goodbye
and hoping one day you'll see
I was more than just a friend
I was the one who is still there
ever present
ever lingering
and maybe one day you'll take me back
by your side

but for now my miracle friend
goodbye
and do not blame yourself for the things to come...

*sorry it doesnt have a pattern, i just had to write.*