Feel my pain

Heart pounding,
hands shaking,
mind blanking,
arms bleeding,
thoughts of you running threw my head,
scearming out your name,
wishing i were dead.

Dreaming of a better day,
broken from the last one,
droping the blood staind razor,
heart pounding fast and faster,
shaking from the numb-ness
screaming in vain.

Regrets popping in my head,
falling from grace,
hitting the ground,
feel my pain,
feel my hurt,
feel the heartbreak,
feel the worthless-ness.
Cant you see why i chose this destiny?
still wondering why im still here,
then i hear you say i love you,
it made me want to cry,
run away,
run away from me,
run away before i hurt you like everyone else,
i dont ever want to make you feel unloved.

I never want to bring you any pain,
no pain to hurt ur perfect soul,
so instead of hurting you,
i\'d just hurt myself.

A cut of the wrist,
A bite of the tongue,
A slit from the knife,
then ill be done.

Pain is all i know,
all i feel,
all i have,
all thats real,
what makes you think you could change that?
Are you my razor?
Are you cutting threw my pain?
Are you numbing my body?
Are you scaring my soul?

I didnt think so,
but yet i still say i love you,
because your love feels just as real.

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