Sitting here

by Chelsey   Feb 19, 2006


I sit here...
crying
I sit here...
thinking

I am crying...
Because of you.
I am thinking...
of how much you truly hurt me.

I am crying because of you....
Showing that you no longer love me.
I am thinking of how much you truly hurt me.....
Because you hurt me so much I truly felt depression.

You showed me you know longer love me....
By putting me down.
I felt truly depressed...
Because for once in my life i wasn't happy with anything anymore.

You put me down...
You put me down because of the clothes I was wearing because I am not the type of person you want me to me.
I wasn't happy..
Because you are my father and proved to me that i mean nothing to you.

I am not the person you want me to be....
Because I am an athlete and good at what I do. And I work hard at sports and you never put your heart into it.
I mean nothing to you...
Because I am just a worthless basketball star who makes an average twenty points in one game. I am a team player if someone has a better shot than I do I give it to them.

I am an athlete...
Because I am good at it. My grades aren't good but I am good at sports.
I am a team player...
Because it isn't all about me. I give others chances to score not only in sports but in life.

The worst day of my life was when all of this happened. You had put me down about my clothes. You said that I wasn't as good as you because I didn't get good grades. My grades weren't 4.0's like yours but I get 3.5. That is the best I can do. But I am better in sports. Is the reason you no longer love me is because you have a new girlfriend who does everything and anything for you? Or is it because your drinking is getting worse? Yeah well whatever it is it hurts me alot. And I am done with it all. I am giving up on you and am going to just keep on doing what I am good at and hope I make it big and can rub it in your face.

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