Scared

by rar   Feb 19, 2006


Every time i go to bed,
i lie awake and cry.

I'm scared of what happened,
but don't know who to talk to

i wish i can turn to the blade,
to erase the memory

because i am scared to love someone,
because my past is holding me back.

i am trying to forget about the memories,
but i am just remembering then as if it was yesterday

i am always laughing,
but at the same time i am scared

no one can see the scaredness in my eyes,
but i sometimes wish someone could

i feel so incomplete,
i am scared of being in love again,
because i am scared of being used again.

i do not know what to do,
do not know who to turn to,
because i cant let the past fade away,
cutting seems what i should do,
because thats the only way i can forget about it

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  • 18 years ago

    by sammy

    Omg i totally relate to this poem i love it

  • 18 years ago

    by James

    Hey thats was a Beautiful poem sad but yet good and well written :) I know you dont know me but I'm here if you ever need to talk :) Thanks for the lovely comments 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by aDORKable x3

    Awwwww! Don't cut!! please!! It scares me! You can talk to me if ya want!!!!!!!!!

    Please, if ya need to talk to some one who has been through...a lot...then i'm here!

    ♥CK

  • 18 years ago

    by aDORKable x3

    Awwwww! Don't cut!! please!! It scares me! You can talk to me if ya want!!!!!!!!!

    Please, if ya need to talk to some one who has been through...a lot...then i'm here!

    ♥CK

  • 18 years ago

    by AnAstAciA

    You can always turn to me:)
    If you want to talk about somethin here i am for you:)
    5/5