Why??

Why can't be strong
why can't i ignore
why things got all at once
how far things would go
how much pain you feel
day by day
moment by moment
when i find who understands
when i find who knows
when and how??
understand my feelings
know my thoughts
can't take it any more
can't handle it any more
can't handle the pain
can't handle the others
who dont understand me
sometimes i wish if i were bird
who fly and never come back
fly and never look back
fly till he dies....