I Thought....

I thought you didn't care
even after you promised to be their
i thought it was all over
i thought we would never be ok again
we became friends once again and i thought thats just all we would be
we talked about everything once again
i told you who i liked and you flipped
you told me it wasn't safe and i was going to get either hurt or raped
you told my sister o boy that made things worse
she yelled and screamed at me and did it till i cried
call me stupid but i don't get it how could one person care so much
whats the big deal
I'm sorry I'm like this but thats who i am
i just don't understand why you care so much
i thought we were just distant friends
but now I'm not sure what we could be
you told me that you were scared
and that you are worried about me
i don't get it i guess I'm an idiot for not realizing you care about me
but i guess you do even after all the pain i put you threw
well i want you too know that i am sorry and i am trying to work things out see the only problem is without you my life is still a drought

this is dedicated to my ex boy friend Greg even though it doesn't really rhyme last night he found out i like a guy much older then me and he showed me how much he cared even though it ruined my relationship with my sister please vote and comment thanks