Why I Want To Be Thin

by lonelynow   Feb 19, 2006


I'm tired of who I am
I want to fit in
I want to be beautiful
I want to be thin

I'm sick of being scared
To eat in front of you
Of pushing myself into walls
Hiding my food too

Sadness and misery
That's all I'm good at
And the reason that I cry
Is cos I'm sick of being fat

Don't call me stupid
Cos I know I'll always be
I'm dumb for getting this way
I'm dumb for being me

I'm sorry for binging
After every sorrow
Eating way to much
Regretting it tomorrow

Yes I'm being selfish
Sometimes you have to be
What good am I to anyone
If I'm eating uncontrollably?

I want to get free
I've been trapped for far too long
I want out of this body
So I can find where I belong

I'd do anything to be thin
I'd go through any pain
I want to be perfect
And dance between the rain

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  • 18 years ago

    by Dacey Flame

    Cool. So true. So very true.
    If binging is so bad, why does it make you feel so good? Completer. Your so good at portraying it. I love this poem. And I'm not the only one=). Your definetly going on my favorites list!

  • 18 years ago

    by Aussie

    Gr8 poem. i hate that i'm too thin. i'm less than 25% for my hight. some how instead of ganing i loss even more. gr8 job. i like it:)

  • 18 years ago

    by *Amber Faith.* ©

    I feel like this alot.
    This is a wonderful poem.
    5/5.

  • 18 years ago

    by Mark

    True beaty does not exist on what you look like.. but what kind of person you are. I know many 'over weight' people who just have the kindest heart..

    And then the 'hot' girls.. yeah they're hot but lol.. they're so damn slu-tty, mean and stubborn.

    You're 13. You can still do a lot with your life and change it dramaticaly. Yes, it will be hard but life is about making sacrifices for the better.

    I wish you all the best, and good luck :)

  • 18 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    I'm tired of who I am
    I want to fit in
    I want to be beautiful
    I want to be thin

    So true. All these girls are so thin, so beautiful and my body isn't made that way. I exercise and it doesn't work, I eat health and still nothing, so many it is not worth eating at all and still that makes people made. I don't think it is possible to satisfy them, that is why ana is so nice, b/c she makes it very clear what she wants us to do, what will make her happy.

    -Tainted Mikochan

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