Then- and "the one"

Why am i always put to the side
when it comes to guys
I'm only there for an emotional ride

I'm never the one they think about
just the one they throw about
i want some one to love me inside-out

they look at me
prettiness is all they see
they don't really love me for me

my heart is full of painful memories
that will forever be there
new ones arrive everyday from everywhere
is it so much to ask for some one to care

i dont want to be known as the girl who gets hurt, from unloving guys who have no heart.

so if you could just look into my
soul, you"ll see all the truth and only then will it unfold.

my world has been scarred and filled with pain,
love and hatred and unwanted tears that stain

so when you come into my life
please be gentle
please be nice
love me,hold me,
make me you your wife