I rest my head against the brick wall
i inhale a drag of my cigarette
and exhale fastly when i see you
with her and the baby
i begin to cry and fall to the ground
i am happy for you,you notice me
walk away from her and the baby
ima reck i have makeup running
down my face and i am drowning
ina river of tears my cigarette is
almost gone and you call my name
ask me what i am doing there
i pretend i cant hear you
fore what you have to say
only brings more pain
