It was love... to him...

This poem is about someone very special that will always been in my heart and someday i hope i have the strength to be with him. this happened a few weekends back and i just wanted him to know that i do care about him. hope u like it. plz comment and vote. thx

it was love....to him

as I laid next to him and I taste his sweet kiss,
a beat my heart misses
when he lays me down and loves me all night
he looks in my eyes and searches my soul
it is such a great feeling
he just looks at me like I am an angel with wings sent for him
like a miracle
I wake up in his arms and open my eyes
and see him watching me sleep
he just smiles at me and kisses me on the forehead
I just look at him with a confused look why he cares about me so much
but it is such a great feeling
we just lay there looking at each other as he is holding my body close to his
his fingers going up and down my back
I get goosebumps all over
he lays his head on my chest
just closes his eyes wishing this day never ends but something inside me
is telling me not to get involved in all this
my heart still hasnt healed and it needs time
Getting involved in this could make me so happy and loved
but it could also mean i can get hurt even worse this time
we fell asleep for a couple more hours and i woke up and he was asleep
so i just looked at him and realized i cant do this
its not love yet but it could be
he opened his eyes and looked at me and asked me whats wrong
and i said nothing
i got up and got dressed and went and sat down in another room
he came and sat next to me and said not one word to each other
he just held my hand
i looked at our hands and thought about someone else i am already in love with
i let go and went and laid down again thinking about that one person
knowing that i have something special in front me
but i am thinking about someone who is not thinking about me
i got all my things together and told him to take me home
he just looked at me with a sad face and said ok
the whole ride there he kept staring at me with this look that melted my heart
we arrived at my house and i gave him the biggest kiss and smiled at him
then he said those words that shocked me \"i love you\"
i looked him with a tear in my eye
and smiled and got out of the car and watched him drive off....
i went in my room and thought about that one person for the rest of the day
that person is the only person i will ever love
it wasnt love to me but it was love...to him...