WHY IT DID ,GO THERE

IT COMES HERE
the day u looked at me
the day we stopped being friends
cuz of 1 guy we both liked
you picked him over me
do guys matter more than me?
i thought u were my girl my sister
but ur not cuz u chose him over me
IT GOES THERE
lost and grief that it was my fault
u cut ur pain away now cuz of u all i do to get my pain out is cut my self
i thought u dying was my fault
WHEN IT HAPPENED
it happened when
he changed ur life
he changed everything about u
and drove u to cut till u die
THE DAY, UR FUNERAL
i couldn't go cuz he was there
i couldn't go cuz we both knew all he would do was try to get all up on me,
THE PARTY
ur gone and I'm with him
u told me to never do it
but he said if i don't that he'd literally kill me,
I LOVE YOU
I'm sitting in a hospital bed cuz of him,
u warned me but i didn't listen
why can't u be here
i love u with my life
you tried ur hardest to guide me threw my life u did great till u met him,
but it's to late cuz ur gone babe
I'm sorry
I MISS YOU TOO..