All the words unsaid

All the words unsaid
All the blood that's been shed
Just to keep you happy
Happy for nothing
Depressed about something
It's always something with you
One way or another there's always something there
Why do I even care?
It's not like you cared about me
It's not like my feelings you can even see
Less to explain about this suicide
My emotions I no longer hide
Kept right in the open for all to see
But did you see, no, did you look, no
All you do is keep my self confidence low
I wish it didn't hurt
Hurt like it does
To tell you how I feel
How I feel about you
How I hate you from the inside out
From your smile to your pout
From your laugh to your cry
From the truth to the lie