Why did god make my life complicated?//
with the bullshyt and drama making it overrated//
he made meh sticc to it and now i hate it//
ive grown older to understand but dont kno how to make it//
i want out of it,itz tearing meh apart
like i was a machine or sumthing,searching for a human heart//
and along the way,i act nice towards others//
and ive benefitted,ive got real brothers//
but then others took advantage,didnt care about my feelings//
didnt care wat they've done,how how long i would be healing//
then one special person,came to wipe away the tear//
to be there for u,to get rid of ur fear//
they were u shining,the one to give u cheer//
but wat would u do if they were no longer here//
gyeah dat happened,and it happened because of meh//
it was complicated so i had to let it free//
we had problems physically not mental//
3000 miles apart aint nuttin for 2 ppl to handle//
unless u have privliges,but we didnt//
we was 2 teenagers in luv that was beginners getting in it//
she luved meh and i loved her//
we had everything sorted out for a happily ever after//
but everything fell apart,all da feelings exploded//
and we went seperate wayz with the luv being demoted//
we both moved on,jux missing the time//
got other mates,but den missed da sign//
that they was taken advantage,onli doin it for ur pain//
desperation is their reason and itz for onli them to gain//
and they left meh hangin and i didnt feel the same//
cuhzz my happiness was leaking out faster then water in rain//
now wen all of it was gone,wat was i supposed to do?//
i was confused and lightheaded,i couldnt see the truth//
the advantager didnt care,she kept on goin//
the tru lover was movin on,but our luv was styll showin//
yet ppl said i had a light,so i kept pullin//
but time was moccin my pain,and jux slowly strollin//
it was taken itz sweet time,jux laughin at my face//
i was ready to die,if it didnt move up its pace//
dhiz is where i stand,i have no choice where to go//
i onli want to jump out of this mess,or get buried below//
i dunno wat to say,but my feelings arent for show//
nobody knows,so they let their luv glow//
itz rubbing in my pain,itz makin meh wonder//
itz making my tears drop followed by the sound of thunder//
happiness for meh,is nowhere to c found//
itz like i\'ve been beat up,and cant get off the ground//
i alwayz think i have a angel,and im listenin for their sound//
but death got meh in itz place,itz like a dog pound//
i dunno wat to do,i need someone to come along again//
someone to come and be more then a friend//
i wanna share somebodys happiness,cause i cant make my own//
my happiness is dead,itz motors were blown//
they overheated,it was overtaken by thoughts//
that advantagers left and da pain they brought//
any gurl out there,thatz lookin for tru luv tooh//
jux come to meh,and see if ill say \"i luv u\" to u//
im tired of pain and i need to share u luv//
i need god to send meh an angel from above//
fucc da bullshyt,fucc da drama,fucc all dat shyt combined//
i need somebodys help to help meh make up my mind//
im lost and confused,put meh bacc in my spot//
put a smile on my face,that could be my onli shot//
to live again,and let my face shine like the sun//
this is wat i feel onli by trying to move on//
