I hardly know whats the true me now
Is it the girl who keeps asking "how?"
Or the girl who shuts out her feelings
Who has the most need?
Is it the girl who can't pick who she loves
In death hands shes shoved
Waiting for the moment when she curls up and dies?
Is it the girl who's perfect in every way?
Who wears a fake smile each and passing day
Is it the girl who wants badly to die?
Who sighs all the time?
A multi personality one could say
But your lost in a haze
Everything blurry, fast forward like hurrying
Pick one, or just be yourself