Lost all Hope

Kill me with the time you don't have,
The moments you can't spare to see,
Your own love breaking and falling,
Beneath you I can't be,

You have all the power,
You hold my life by a thread,
You could cut it any day,
Take my life away, you said,

If I could leave you I would,
But I'm addicted to your pain,
It's like I can't breathe,
Nor see the light on the window pane,

Steal my dreams as you do,
Shatter them like glass,
Thrown against walls, I plead,
Don't just walk past,

Just one more time,
May be all its takes,
Just one last mark,
To end my life so fake,

You've taken over me,
My body and my mind,
I'm no longer myself,
I quit what I'm trying to find,

There's nothing but you,
My love for all you do,
The days may be long,
But the bruises last longer,

These forces tell me what to think,
What to do with a simple rope,
End the bitter hateful love,
I've lost all hope,

In you.

Wrote on February 19th, 2005
©Samantha Jayne Reed