I remember the first time you touched me.
You came into my room
And spoke of sweet lies.
You told me that you were helping
That you only love me.
I lay there and let you defile me,
My heart beating in my chest,
I was scared and you only laughed
I broke and let go of a tear.
Your hands were cold and harsh
Your breath icy to the touch.
I wanted to fade away,
I wanted to scream and shout,
I wanted to escape and run free.
But you were there
Holding me.
You took all I had and more,
You left mer broken
On the floor.
You took my love
And turned into hate.
You left when you finished
Not a word was spoken.
I cried and sobbed
But you only closed the door.
I trusted you with my life,
I let you in my home,
I let you tell me lies,
And I let you kill me inside.
Thinking back to that day
When the sky was pitch dark
And it was so cold and lonely,
I can only remember your name.
Now all I want to say
After this is all said and done,
That when you hurt me
Did you do it
Out of love.
