Behind closed doors

I'm not the girl every thinks I am
I'm the girl behind closed doors
I'm not the girl who laughs and jokes all day
I'm the girl behind closed doors
I'm not the girl who flirts with all the boys
I'm the girl behind closed doors
I'm not the girl who's everyones friend
The girl that always has a smile on her face and perfect hair
I'm the girl behind closed doors
I'm the girl writing in her diary writing poems to let out the hurt
But only behind closed doors
I'm the girl that cries herself to sleep with thoughts of the past
But only behind closed doors
I'm the girl that no one thinks I am
The girl that's so different to my mask
Behind closed doors I can finally be me
Act how I want and not be fake
But only behind closed doors