I'm so sorry for the way ive treated you.
I hope you know I dont mean to do the things I do.
You are the bestest mate ever.
You Will be in my heart always and forever.
But I know something is wrong with me
If all I ever do is cry
I cant stop all this pain
All i want to do is die.
Your always there when I am down.
Trying to put my frown upside down.
You always make me smile.
Though its only for a little while.
Im so sorry that I have slit my wrists with my knife.
But I told you that I have great friends but a f---ed up life.
You are the bestest person that I know
I never want to let you go.
Ill never forget the memories we have had.
Or the fights that have made us both mad.
Me hurting myself..I know I will regret.
But depression is so damn hard to forget.
You are the thing that keeps me happy.
Even if my life is that crappy.
Thank you for everything you do.
Just remember your my mate and I love you.
